What’s the point in fighting?
Whats the point in taking my medication?
What’s the point in trying to pick myself up when I just keep sinking lower and lower?
I’ve tried to piece my life back together. Been looking for a job, got brushed off 3 times.
Got back in touch with some good friends but through October it went down hill fast with them.
Started working on a novel and making videos only to lose my willpower to keep doing it.
Started making plans to go to the gym only to find myself drained of energy constantly so sleeping seems the best activity.
Just… what is the point of even trying anymore?