DepressionDiaries: The Addiction’s Return

Trigger Warning I’ve been said harming all this week. I don’t even really feel bad about it, I often get so emotionally stressed out that I have chest pains. Recently it’s been more about my unsuccesful attempts to find work making me feel absolutely useless and insecure. Self harming is giving me relief, I justContinue reading “DepressionDiaries: The Addiction’s Return”

DepressionDiaries: Can’t Sleep… as usual

It’s nearly 4 in the morning and I’m still awake. Maybe I shouldn’t have slept during the afternoon and gone out instead. This morning my mum woke me up to call the recruitment people about when I would start. The Girl on the phone (who was clearly new) basically brushed me off saying they onlyContinue reading “DepressionDiaries: Can’t Sleep… as usual”

DepressionDiaries: What’s the point?

Trigger Warning What’s the point in fighting? Whats the point in taking my medication? What’s the point in trying to pick myself up when I just keep sinking lower and lower? I’ve tried to piece my life back together. Been looking for a job, got brushed off 3 times. Got back in touch with someContinue reading “DepressionDiaries: What’s the point?”

DepressionDiaries: I Have No Idea What I’m Doing (Posts left in drafts #3)

I believe this picture post was created simply to some up what I was feeling at the time. The statement is still sort of true I do know what I’m doing with my life now, I’m looking for paid work so that I can start driving lessons and possibly even go back to studying butContinue reading “DepressionDiaries: I Have No Idea What I’m Doing (Posts left in drafts #3)”

DepressionDiaries: Where Have I Been? (Posts left in drafts #2)

In denial. That’s where, recently I’ve refused to acknowledge my mental health problems. So I’ve just been going through my days on my phone, playing YouTube videos like literally ALL DAY considering this normal and the best thing for me. However I have skipped group therapy sessions (which have now ended) ignored my needs andContinue reading “DepressionDiaries: Where Have I Been? (Posts left in drafts #2)”

DepressionDiaries: Parts of me (Posts left in drafts #1)

BPD often comes with a lot of identity confusion and being a sort of social Chamelion made me a talented actress. I could play any role given to me and be whoever I needed to be in different situations. I grew up this way. I’ve spent the past year thinking about who I am andContinue reading “DepressionDiaries: Parts of me (Posts left in drafts #1)”

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