I’m so bored. I’ve been resting most of this week and I’m tired of it. I want to go out, I want to dance and sing, I want to write fanfiction but my brain has gone to mush, my body is healing nicely but I can’t risk doing too much in case of pain or nausea.
Since being able to eat again, I want food all the time. I think it’s because I’m bored but also I had barely eaten for over a week so maybe my body wants to stock up in case I get ill again.
Nothing is holding my attention not even a good book. I think the hospital took a toll on my brain as well as my body.
So tired as well. I’m going to see the doctor tomorrow, hopefully they will give me the all clear to go back to my activities. I have groups I’m supposed to attend but haven’t been able to because of all this, I’m hoping to attend them next week though.
Seriously, waiting to get better is like watching paint dry except you can’t see yourself get better so you have no idea what’s going on until you do something you usually like that either causes you pain or to throw up, then you know you need to go back to waiting.