DepressionDiaries: I WANT TO DO SOMETHING!

I’m so bored. I’ve been resting most of this week and I’m tired of it. I want to go out, I want to dance and sing, I want to write fanfiction but my brain has gone to mush, my body is healing nicely but I can’t risk doing too much in case of pain or nausea.

Since being able to eat again, I want food all the time. I think it’s because I’m bored but also I had barely eaten for over a week so maybe my body wants to stock up in case I get ill again.

Nothing is holding my attention not even a good book. I think the hospital took a toll on my brain as well as my body.

So tired as well. I’m going to see the doctor tomorrow, hopefully they will give me the all clear to go back to my activities. I have groups I’m supposed to attend but haven’t been able to because of all this, I’m hoping to attend them next week though.

Seriously, waiting to get better is like watching paint dry except you can’t see yourself get better so you have no idea what’s going on until you do something you usually like that either causes you pain or to throw up, then you know you need to go back to waiting.

NI2M ❤

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8 thoughts on “DepressionDiaries: I WANT TO DO SOMETHING!

  1. Mindfump says:

    I have experienced these periods of restlessness, not quite on your level though. I run a series where I ask people to review their brain as if it were a product you had bought on Amazon. Given your post I would be very interested to see what yours would be like. Feel free to submit one. And I hope excitement follows soon.

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  2. fightingtheminotaur says:

    Glad to read that your able to eat! I suppose that’s something. I love the cartoon. Just brilliant!

    Yea, waiting to heal or get physically well is intensely frustrating. I hate that myself.

    Also, so cool that you write fan fiction! I didn’t know that and hope that you can get back to it soon. My son keeps me up on some of the trends and he enjoys reading different types of fan fiction himself.

    I really hope your feeling better and hope you get to dance and sing and write and do everything else you want.

    Wishing you the best!
    Theseus

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    • normalistoomainstream says:

      Thank you so much. I enjoy using cartoons in my posts so I’m glad you like it 🙂
      fan fiction is pretty cool especially if you didn’t like how things ended in a series because then you can just write your own!
      I’m not having to take so much painkillers now which is good but I just got to be careful and not do too much. I honestly can’t tell if the pain is lessening or I’m just getting used to it haha XD thanks again for your comment ❤

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  3. Rayne says:

    Haha! I love the image! I get the boredom. I like reading and writing for example, but somedays I’m so bored that even that seems boring. It’s a special form of torture. I hope you can resume your activities soon. *hugs* ❤

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