This week started off really well I was in fact looking forward to going to college so I could escape my home life drama. My anxiety and depression were at a low level so didn’t bother me too much however Wednesday into Thursday night insomnia was a big problem and I did not get much sleep at all.
I have been stressing about my coursework which is due in next week and I have not done enough for it. My teacher says not to worry but I can’t help it, my fear of failure and messing up make it hard for me not to freak out.
Unfortunately I did not go into college today as I don’t feel well. My limbs ache, I’m congested and I am so tired. I should probably have rested more but I’m so stressed out about the coursework that I’ve been working on it most of the day instead. I feel like I can’t relax until I’ve finished it…