Earlier today I blogged about having a brilliant time with people I consider family. I was really happy when I blogged that but then I shared it on Twitter and one of my female maybe-kind of mad at-friends (Although I find it difficult to use the term friend as I really don’t understand friendships at all)
Well she got jealous. Instead of just being happy that I was happy she twisted it and took offence even though we’ve only recently got back in touch with eachother.
She said she thinks of me as a sister and that I’m the only friend she has. This is how my other friendships went wrong, the person was too dependent on me because they needed me for some reason, used me, drained me and smothered me without considering my feelings. I can honestly see her ditching me when she finds someone better (e.g. a boyfriend 😒)
Very few people in my life seem to care about how I feel and understand me. Actually through blogging I’ve met some awesome people who get me. Weird isn’t it? I feel more of a connection to people who are miles away and I’ve never met than I do with people I know offline.