So tomorrow is the day that I enrol at my new college and become an official student there. I’m feeling a mix of excitement and fear at starting over in this new place. I hope it’s better for me than my old college and that I can last at least a year there.
At least having attended a college before I know what approach doesn’t work if you want to do well. Worrying too much about people liking you, having been bullied in high school, at college I didn’t want a repeat of it so I tried hard to be liked and make as many friends as possible.
Stressing about what my peers thought of me occupied most of my brain, the sacrifice was my work, this anxiety interfered with my progress in my subjects.
So this time I’m going to try and focus more on bettering myself and my photography work and hopefully good friendships will form along the way 🙂
If not I still have have friends so… Whatever.
Song of the day: Now by Paramore