DepressionDiaries: Ugh…

I’m awake at 4:30 am… again. I slept from midnight until about 1:00am and I haven’t been to sleep since. I’ve been having a lot of nights like this especially since I’ve got this game on my phone that I’m really hooked on. I use it as a distraction because late at night is when my depression is at it’s worst so I try to stop myself from thinking, thing is these distractions are also stopping me from sleeping.

I’ve been off work for the past two weeks and I think I should go back soon because it seems o help me. Problem is I’ve been so tired lately because of lack of sleep. I’ve had little interest in doing anything recently, even blogging. Fair to say I’m struggling but I think the game is helping me while also sabotaging me but it is the only thing I’ve been enjoying lately.

NI2M

song of the day:  Formation by Beyoncé

 

 

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One thought on “DepressionDiaries: Ugh…

  1. revengestar says:

    welcome to my life. I have been like that since an infant though and doctors were wondering why. Now i know that it happens to psychopaths. Night has it’s beauty if you ask me, hang on there.

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