DepressionDiaries: Stressed out shopper

I started cleaning my room today, it was a nightmare, I had no idea how bad I let the state of my room get to until I tried to clean it. At one point I broke down in tears because I picked up the rubbish bag that I was using from the wrong end all the rubbish that was in it had tipped out back onto the floor. The state of my room has improved but there is still a lot of work to be done. Unfortunately my mum couldn’t help me because she has been ill for the past few days.

Since my mum has been ill, she couldn’t go to the shops today so I went instead. I had about an hour and a half to walk to the shops, get what we needed and pay for the stuff before the shop closed. When I got to the shop I realised I had no change for a trolley and I had no idea where the baskets were kept so I asked passers by if I could have a pound or borrow their trolley after them, thankfully one of them let me use their trolley once they packed up their shopping into their car.

When I finally started shopping I had no idea where everything I needed to buy was, it’s a big supermarket and I don’t often go there. So after trying to clean my room, walking all the way to the shops to find out I couldn’t get a trolley or a basket, not knowing where on Earth I was supposed to go and being pushed for time I was about ready to have a nervous breakdown and start crying again. Luckily that didn’t happen and I made it out of the shop with everything I needed before the shop closed.

I’m not sure if I will be making my first vlog on Tuesday it may have to be another day instead because my room is in such a mess and so am I which I’m kind of sad about because I really wanted to start vlogging soon but I’ll have to see how things are on Tuesday.





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