Okay I know it’s really late or early (I’m writing this blog post at 3:00am) I would have waited until later on but I felt like this couldn’t wait, I need to just write everything down and hopefully I’ll feel better afterwards.
I’m so mad at myself, I fail at so many things. I’ve failed to get through college, I’ve failed at keeping promises I make to myself, I’m failing at being happy and I’ve let so many people down.
I hate myself for being so darn stupid all the time. I’m awake right now because I don’t want to sleep, if I sleep I’ll find it really difficult to wake up and then I‘ll probably waste another day sleeping instead of actually accomplishing anything. At least there is one thing I succeed in … failing.
That may not be all from me today,